Monday, June 7, 2010

I'm Alright

Yes I know I've not been updating for quite some time now but here I am and there'll be plenty more to update cause I got my hols all planned up... So for this post I want to take time to let everyone know I'm alright and I want to take 2 of my best friends for sticking to me thru ups and downs...

Some of you know my issue and you guys know I snapped and made lots of noise, it took me quite some time to think abt it and I know I should've been better in my mentality and the way I acted... I want to thank 2 of my best friends in the whole wide world - Joe Siang and Lean Lik...They've been awesome in helping me do stuff in CU, having fun and encouraging me in my comps and problems. I've let the issue go, if it's God's will for me then so be it. From this issue I learnt I shouldn't let this issue hold me down, I shouldn't be even though I found out I was treated very unfairly. All this God has taught me accept His will even if it hurts and yes it is hard to accept...this reminds me,God put me in this situation countless times and looking back at all those doors God shut and taking me to another,I ended up loving it even though I didn't thought I would but God made all the difference!
Through this issue God showed me people who talks but don't stay true to whatever they just said, through this issue, I learnt to enjoy Emmanuel in every way. Just because I've been treated unfairly and my chances were not given, does not mean the chances are not coming! I'm holding on to God and my love for music will stay!

If you guys still think i'm pissed about this, about how greedy some ppl were, how unfairly I was treated, how ppl were so hard on me...I'm through with all that now, ALL I want to do now is doing my best in everything I do...Because I know, my hard work has been noticed by God, my saviour, friend, and king!

The bible says in Revelation 3...What He opens no one can shut, and what He shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. (vs 10) Since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on earth. Thank God for His word, where could I be without You!