I've been stressed out since last week...And I mean EXCEPTIONALLY stressed out... With the BSMM Euphoria thing coming up and now I cannot find a replacement for in to take my electric guitar place. My spelling training has been hard for me and the new words are hard, the more I train the harder I try to spell the words right. I'm already doing my best and it's still not good enough. And 1 of our members is pulling out, with the pressure to fight for a place is intense enough....
I've been out of class TR'ing for so long my studies are slacking like crazy...I can barely remember a proper nilai murni... Every day walk in the class feeling so sleepy and I hate to wake up early to go to school... My homeworks are piling up like crazy...And now with my teachers telling me there's gonna be exams coming up...how am i gonna keep up??
ISCF Rally auditions are coming soon and the only song I've prac is Hosanna and First And The Last, I do hope I can make it this time... I'm so stressed out every time i think of the Euphoria and no replacements,oh God give me a replacement!! If not, i'll be forced to play and skip Youth (again)... help~
