I have no idea why do I write that....maybe it's because I wanted to say this?
You're not the 1st to say
You're not the 1st I met
You all claim that I am
But I am doing my best to change
You claim I did not know
You claim I was a fool
You haven't got a clue
You said it all while I stood and watch
You said it would be all right but when was that right?
I have mine and you have yours
Where was that chance I asked for?
It matters not
Talking was in the sense of pity from you
How do you think that would make me feel?
You thought I never knew
But YOU haven't got a clue
The times I cared for you went in vain
The times I thought I could because of you
The times I thought you were the one
The times were all illusions you made with lies
Piling up as pillars to block my sight
How do you think that would make me feel?
I've never been so dissapointed in anyone
But I have to resist because you're not worth it anymore...
To "you"...I've always looked up to you, but you dissapoint me in the end. But thanks for the memories anyway...
