My Sincere Apologies

Hey guys, sorry for not updating for such a long time. I've been very very very busy and finally today I have a chance to update. My monthly exams are over and I can relax for a while(FINALLY!!!!) So sorry but hey i'm updating now right?

So like now i'm updating, soon i'll be busy again lol...got my spelling competition coming up mah and mid terms is only 2 weeks away....so fast~... So like right now I'm practicing for the ISCF rally pnw auditions... And if all goes well, may God decide His will for me lah, i'm just doing the best I can....lots of practices haha...

And another apology would be for the group I created on Facebook which is Vitamin God, I've not been active and have been very busy lately and will be until after 16th May, all thanks to Bryan if it weren't for him the group would have just died down. And credits to Natasha too for posting^^

Oh ish... My spelling competition is drawing nearer and I'm so nervous leh, with all the NIE, band, studies, etc...I'm starting to worry lar... Please pray for me T-T...i'm already doing my best, I hope I wont get stage fright when I walk up that stage to spell. I also hope I will make it through the preliminary rounds and up to Round 3...that's the scary part (yes it is T-T)    I'm gonna do my best cause if God gave this to me, i'll gladly do my best^^

Till I See You - Hillsong

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name 

Stressed Out

I've been stressed out since last week...And I mean EXCEPTIONALLY stressed out... With the BSMM Euphoria thing coming up and now I cannot find a replacement for in to take my electric guitar place. My spelling training has been hard for me and the new words are hard, the more I train the harder I try to spell the words right. I'm already doing my best and it's still not good enough. And 1 of our members is pulling out, with the pressure to fight for a place is intense enough....

I've been out of class TR'ing for so long my studies are slacking like crazy...I can barely remember a proper nilai murni... Every day walk in the class feeling so sleepy and I hate to wake up early to go to school... My homeworks are piling up like crazy...And now with my teachers telling me there's gonna be exams coming up...how am i gonna keep up??

ISCF Rally auditions are coming soon and the only song I've prac is Hosanna and First And The Last, I do hope I can make it this time... I'm so stressed out every time i think of the Euphoria and no replacements,oh God give me a replacement!!  If not, i'll be forced to play and skip Youth (again)... help~

Which One???

This week has been suckish and yet good at the same time....It's bad cause of:

1. I couldn't go for my Petanq competition (MSSD)
2. I cannot have a jam session this Sat
3. I cannot go for Youth meeting this Sat
4. And i'm going to miss Easter service because of some lousy occasion.

It's good because :

1. I got an offer to perform for BSMM Euphoria
2. Teachers have not been entering class or even enter to teach.
3. Sports day rehearsal is very entertaining.
4. My spelling training is getting better^^

So this week has been quite depressing for me. Through it all, today I went for my spelling training and finally!!! I got 5 words correct...hahaha,it's nothing to laugh about but when the words are hard 5 correct makes a person feels good :). Btw, those are excluding the words for my teammates. So today I installed my sis's Adobe Photoshop onto this computer and I dunno why I just couldn's show you all my creation XD